July 16, 2008

Manna Every Morning

Exodus 16:21
They gathered manna every morning.

Labour to maintain a sense of thine entire dependence upon the Lord's good will and pleasure for the continuance of thy richest enjoyments. Never try to live on the old manna, nor seek to find help in Egypt. All must come from Jesus, or thou art undone for ever. Old anointings will not suffice to impart unction to thy spirit; thine head must have fresh oil poured upon it from the golden horn of the sanctuary, or it will cease from its glory. To-day thou mayest be upon the summit of the mount of God, but He who has put thee there must keep thee there, or thou wilt sink far more speedily than thou dreamest. Thy mountain only stands firm when He settles it in its place; if He hide His face, thou wilt soon be troubled. If the Saviour should see fit, there is not a window through which thou seest the light of heaven which He could not darken in an instant. Joshua bade the sun stand still, but Jesus can shroud it in total darkness. He can withdraw the joy of thine heart, the light of thine eyes, and the strength of thy life; in His hand thy comforts lie, and at His will they can depart from thee. This hourly dependence our Lord is determined that we shall feel and recognize, for He only permits us to pray for "daily bread," and only promises that "as our days our strength shall be." Is it not best for us that it should be so, that we may often repair to His throne, and constantly be reminded of His love? Oh! how rich the grace which supplies us so continually, and doth not refrain itself because of our ingratitude! The golden shower never ceases, the cloud of blessing tarries evermore above our habitation. O Lord Jesus, we would bow at Thy feet, conscious of our utter inability to do anything without Thee, and in every favour which we are privileged to receive, we would adore Thy blessed name and acknowledge Thine unexhausted love. ~Charles Spurgeon

Dearest friend,

Have you ever experienced a loss of the Lord's presence in your life? I have and I can utterly concur when Mr. Spurgeon says "if He hide His face, thou wilt soon be troubled." I recently experienced such a moment and can tell you how troubled I felt. It was as if all at once I was washed swiftly away from His abiding sense of wellness. I say it this way simply to convey that for me, when I am in His presence I have an abiding sense of "all is well." I feel as though I am sheltered and protected and that no matter what the world might toss my way, I am safe in my loving Father's arms. I have felt, I mean felt, it when He looks away. It is an awful, sinking feeling and the best words to describe it are "utter darkness." I am alone, not just alone like I used to be before being saved, but alone in the sense of "knowing" there is more and I am now on the outside peering in. Thankfully, repentance and confession are the tools of God's marvelous Spirit, and once broken and contrite, the believer quickly recovers and find him or herself back in the blessed "wellness" of the Father's care.

I love Thee, I love Thee, I love Thee, my Lord;
I love Thee, my Savior, I love Thee, my God;
I love Thee, I love Thee, and that Thou dost know;
But how much I love Thee my actions will show.

I’m happy, I’m happy, oh, wondrous account!
My joys are immortal, I stand on the mount;
I gaze on my treasure and long to be there,
With Jesus and angels and kindred so dear.

O Jesus, my Savior, with Thee I am blessed.
My life and salvation, my joy and my rest.
Thy Name be my theme, and Thy love be my song;
Thy grace shall inspire both my heart and my tongue.

Oh, who’s like my Savior? He’s Salem’s bright King;
He smiles and He loves me and helps me to sing:
I’ll praise him, I’ll praise Him with notes loud and clear,
While rivers of pleasure my spirit shall cheer.

1 comment:

Renae said...

Yes, we need "daily bread." I forget too often trying to rely on last weeks moldy portion.